I took this from old snippets from my childhood diary(elementary school age). I fixed some grammar and spelling, and i changed 'mommom' and 'poppop' to grandma and grandpa. I swore i would never call them that again after the straw that broke the camels back. Actually, i have not so much as stepped foot in that house since that particular incident.
I think it makes a haunting sad song. I posted it here, because i am damn sure im not ready to sing it without crying even to this day, but... i wanted to share it anyway. Nobody has permission to use it so... yeah.